Passions that are worth indulging, controlled me. Decisions that were not mine to make, haunted me. Under the scarlet ribbon, of a sure mistake, forgetting who I was, or what I could be,I kissed the snake. Ashamed of my future, I dwelt in the past. Crying for a chance, to stand until I no longer could last. For sure enough I fell to my knees, buried in all of my unfortunate deeds. Shunned by the ones, I at a time had loved Only to burned now by the raging sun.
Usually I have something very poetic but i guess i lost the magic touch to express how i feel. My emotions are shot and i cant feel much but quilt and broken. Am i not that great of a person or have i been touching what other people have been feeling so that i can relate to them. But the problem is i cant understand why im feeling this way i just am. Am i normal? Is this me? Or am i just falling into the same footsteps?
As I take a step out into the world. Life takes me just a step further and then I feel confuse how to react. I find it hard to breathe with all this smug people give off. So I leave myself to think alone and see what I can do to help cope with my problems. And I always do. Thats all I ever do is cope. Isn't that what we all do?
this poem acully kind of confussed me. I didnt know if the person was talking about a friend, parents, or something bad comeing to get them. Im not sure what the point was of the "no meaning" part either.
Passions that are worth indulging, controlled me.
ReplyDeleteDecisions that were not mine to make, haunted me.
Under the scarlet ribbon, of a sure mistake,
forgetting who I was, or what I could be,I kissed the snake.
Ashamed of my future, I dwelt in the past.
Crying for a chance, to stand until I no longer could last.
For sure enough I fell to my knees,
buried in all of my unfortunate deeds.
Shunned by the ones, I at a time had loved
Only to burned now by the raging sun.
Usually I have something very poetic but i guess i lost the magic touch to express how i feel.
ReplyDeleteMy emotions are shot and i cant feel much
but quilt and broken.
Am i not that great of a person or have i been touching what other people have been feeling so that i can relate to them.
But the problem is i cant understand why im feeling this way i just am.
Am i normal?
Is this me?
Or am i just falling into the same footsteps?
As I take a step out into the world.
ReplyDeleteLife takes me just a step further and then I feel confuse how to react.
I find it hard to breathe with all this smug people give off.
So I leave myself to think alone and see what I can do to help cope with my problems.
And I always do.
Thats all I ever do is cope.
Isn't that what we all do?
this poem acully kind of confussed me. I didnt know if the person was talking about a friend, parents, or something bad comeing to get them. Im not sure what the point was of the "no meaning" part either.
ReplyDelete