Serpents winding through my hair
teasing my lips
pretending to be there
alas I spit upon the ground and hold my brother down
to keep the dragons away
pride has nothing to do with a thing
nothing that brings or doesn't bring
a pain, a sorrow
a hurt, a cry,
tumbling downward, thrown from my back
lies, and hopes drown
within my heart
I have never looked back
further i am pushed and i drown with the rest
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with life its self in front of me
i sink, i sank, i cannot breathe
to be is to differ from all the rest
i never again will fail this test.
Having a cold breeze behind my neck
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These eyes burn
But I can't turn
The days have been forever
Now you think you're clever
But both of us could see
We were never meant to be.
Its very psychoactive ,the poem makes me think about how a person on asid ,or that had a mental disorder wood see things in the situation, of randomly attacking a family member well tiring to save them from monsters in there head well there" bro" starts ragging and freaking out it brings vivid images, to my head and in a strange way resonates with the insanity and memory's caused by tramatic events in my past.
ReplyDeletePain and shame
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i try to pretend
but you are not a firend
fire flies threw the sky
like a million orphan cries
my pride and joy
my little boy
pain and shame
is the name of the game
The goddess of the night sings this sweet dreadful bless
ReplyDeleteAwaiting a cold, painful, midnight kiss
And with this she asks for a forsaken kiss,searching for this
Winds strong, and violent, take her so far away, She learns what it is to miss
Lost in a world, not of her own she awaits for her knight,
A soldier to the sun, and a killer he is by night, he waits by her side
Oblivious to what is there, she screams for days to summers
Wishing for comfort, to break the unwilling mother
Tell her something beautiful, something to destroy her fears
Broken and torn, her soul is shattered in all
life so impaired, she shuns her face,
So afraid, she becomes a disgrace